3.06 ^am

i got nothing better to do than watching Jay chou's MV and cry .
i dont know what to past my time untill tomorrow morning .
and no , tomorrow wasn't a special day either .
it's like usual eat , sleep , maple , cry , watch tv and sleep -_-
and my days became so meaningless , i dont know why .

i still rmbr i told everyone that straight after PMR and i'll tell him everything .
but i didn't , instead i waited silently ?
and if it fails i'll work till i forget everything .
but now , i refuse to work . stay at home and get fat .
for the whole i only eat 1 meal but i'll grow fat like nobody's business D:

i am such a failure wtf >_>

Willy : Pau , when gonna celebrate bea's farewell ?
Pauline : how i know ? o_o
Willy : then when gonna celebrate yours ?
Pauline : celebrate mine ? for being a failure which stay at home and cries every night ?
Willy : Yeah -_-

seeeeeeeee , evil kan ?

i miss tomson lai D:
that day argued because he waited very long for the security code -_-
lame kan ?

fine , i should brush me teeth and sleep -_-