i dont know what is going on neither what should i do .
perhaps , i should just stand there and watch o_o

in a blink of eyes one year had passed .
last year almost everytime go out with 9 chak
and so many things happend , argue etc. etc.
Me and Jason missed the past too .
the time they celebrated birthday , christmas eve , christmas , new year eve , new year with me .
and after i break up with ming wei i argued with almost every single 9 chak member >_>
i miss the time i sms with James Lai every night and teased me Lol
i miss the time we all had steamboat together on christmas and James actually used ming wei's phone to prank call samantha chong wtf . tell us we are evil -_-
after the quarrel and damn long we didnt contact although i always saw Jason in church .

and i miss the time i met him .
Beatrice : Pau ! our school got leng chai !
Pauline : WTF ?! our school got leng chai wan merh ? now only i know >_>
(sorry if i offended anyone , i dont mean it TT)
Beatrice : got larh ! i saw his name tag , Andy ! he's willy's friend .
Pauline : owh , i know larh . damn leng chai wan wtf -_-

and i asked willy soong for his number ? i ain't desperate >_<
then so many things happened ? Grace , sook yin and GYP (i'll never forget how he scolded me fucker -_-) came to my class and brought sooooooo many people untill aljer go report to Mr victor . Lol

everything ended after U8's IU day and after he coupled with Junyi .
then everything came back on 21st october , but still useless .

my days became so meaningless T_T